Hang in there Gracie.. It took me quite a while to get serious about the 'wagon' when I first started after the birth of DD. Its a total mind frame that you need to change. I still eat a little bit of junk, but all the good stuff out weigh the bad stuff. Hang in there and get back on the wagon!! Just take little steps. Sit down and think about what you eat, especially what bad stuff you eat and then maybe slowly cut down on that until its totally out of your diet?..