Yeah. That's true. I haven't been in that place, so don't understand the abuse with no kids side of it as well.

Some are made to believe they can't survive alone.

Good thing about the other side of mine. Laziness! I've learnt I can do it alone. Because I was made to do it all. So now I can. I don't need anyone. Problem is that I can't see myself ever accepting help from anyone, because I've never been allowed to ask for it.

I will never be able to completely trust & feel comfortable with anyone again. I will never be able to show someone I care about them again.

Some days its easier pretending I'm happy that either being alone forever, or hurting someone else because of that.....

It's just never as simple as you think.

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