Lil-Chookie,

This whole process is a scarey one and even though I can not relate to your exact circumstances I totally understand why you are apprehensive about doing anything. I am just as afraid of being disappointed once again and sometimes it is tough to always put on a brave face to everyone when inside all you want to do is shrivel up and hide.

PS Your feelings are perfectly normal and NOONE (especially DH) should tell you to just get over it....no matter how long it has been. It just gets harder as more time passes! I think it is very difficult for them to understand as they just don't have the same feelings that us women do. He still loves you but perhaps is also frustrated that this journey has not come to an end for both of you as he probably sees you suffering and just doesn't know what to do anymore either.

Keep your chin up hun and please don't give up on us girls in BB. We really do care for you!