Lil-Chookie...

I'm really pleased to hear that you sorted a few things out with your DH and very very pleased to hear that you haven't given up on us BB girls.

Just as a suggestion...have you thought about perhaps seeking some professional help just to assist you with getting through this time? I went through a severe bout of depression a few years ago (due to various factors) and despite how much I spoke to DH & my friends about it I just couldn't seem to be able to deal with it. I went to a psychologist and found him excellent. It was only for a few times but he gave me some really good things to work on and think about so that when I became depressed I could manage it myself effectively.

I know it's not the best possible situation but it may just help....

Thinking of u sweetie and I hope things get much much better for u very very soon.