grrrrr at dh's curiosity jo!!! that would have been very frustrating, especially the wait!

sazz, how'd things go? fingers crossed for you!

weekend going ok so far. visitors have decided to stay tonite again - have gobe home to get more clothes. left the older two kids here, so aunty bg has been finding things for the to do. bro and sil are going to the local rodeo tonite - will take the kids for a little while, but rest of the night i'll be looking after the kidlets. is much easier when mummy and daddy aren't around. aunty bg's rules stand - they can't go and ask their folks to change the rules!

was asked earlier if having someone elses kids around changed my mind about the ttc journey at all - not a chance! admittedly, i'm happy when they go home, but that's cos they don'y LIVE here so they don't have all their own toys and things and tend to get a bit bored after a couple of days - if they were our kidlets it would be heaps different! if anything, having them around makes me want a family of my own even more - love my bro's family, but i have to give them back... i want one of my own!!!!

still feeling decidedly positive (albeit very tired) today - had a few quiet ****tails last night and it was great to be able to have a nice relaxing night. Bro and SIL asked a couple of questions about what was happening, and it was nice to share with them. they volunteered their middle child as a keeper for us - but no thanks - i want a newborn we can corrupt in our own image!!! middle kid is already five...

looking forward to thursday's FS appointment - just want to get the ball rolling again while i'm still enthusiastic about it all iykwim? i don't care if we have to move to IVF - i just want to KNOW what we're going to do! (heheheh - not that i'm an impatient control freak or anything!!)