I really have no idea waiting1.

I have only just lost my 2 angels on New Years Eve and Day. So we are still waiting for AF. We are also going onto herbs which we start in about 4 weeks, depending on when they turn up. There is always the chance, which obviously you hold on to, of a natural pg because of all the changes in the last 6 months we made while we prepared ourselves for ICSI and then until the recent loss. Who knows, after 6 months of no smoking, learning our cycles and improving our health in general, there is always the chance.

If that s not to be then I m also going to start finding another FS. My experience with my last one wasnt a pleasant one but goodness I wont get started on that.... Onward and upwards, I ll search until I find the right one for us. Then when I do I look at another round of ICSI then.

I am incrediably positive about everything and feel that things will happen for us this year....... I m 38 so there arent to many years left...

Its this year, hopefully for everyone in here.