T-hopes, I wish I could feel as positive as you about it I just don't feel like I did last year, I remember getting up in the middle of the night to go to the loo and just feeling like my bbs were so heavy and achy and having this pressure before having to pee...this time, nothing My bbs are only a bit tender and I got some AF-like cramping after bding tonight (sorry for TMI). Apart from that, just really tired and a loss of appetite. I looked online for the most common symptoms for 8dpo and the main one is feeling tired, which I am, 'cause I can't sleep - just restless and having lots of weird dreams. Except tonight, just awake 'cause I'm feeling sorry for myself and wondering how I'm going to cope with the disappointment of this cycle not working. The whole ordeal in the hospital just keeps coming back to me - why did we go ahead with the transfer? Maybe we should have waited some more. I'm also worried I've lost too much weight - this time last year I was a size heavier and it's the only time I've been pg. I'm the same weight now I was all the other times we got our BFNs. So, just had a hot chocolate (with rice milk...blah). I'm thinking of buying some HPTs tomorrow - Saffy, should I do it? We're so alike with this, I don't know whether it's better to wait or not Sorry for the me post.