Oh Lou...I just don't know...I am so tired I have no tears left...I keep reading everyone's posts and the combined 'sorrow' here is overwhelming...but at least we have each other...we truely know what it feels like and that is why this support is so important...I am just walking around the house not knowing what to do with myself...I think it's time to make some big changes...I'm seriously thinking about quiting work...too stressful and makes me miserable....I think it's time to take control of something? Hang in there hun...we will get through today...because we have before...we have to...lots of hugs xxxx