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    No...there's just nothing happening...only a little bit bigger than last week...anyways...to make matters worse my boss has cracked it over me having two weeks off...nice huh?


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    Oh Ellie, I am sorry to hear that...I don't know what to say to make you feel better, it must be so awful...hope time will help to heal the pain...lots of hugs...be strong hun...we are here for you if you want to talk...

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    I'm so sorry Ellie. And tell your boss to bugger off. Damn. Sending you a huge hug, I know how hard this must be for you, its taken such a long time. I'm sorry hun x

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    Thanks Bokkie...I'm not looking forward to waiting 4 weeks for mc but FS thinks it's better I wait rather than have D&C...I'll have another blood test next week and then if levels haven't dropped we will discuss the D&C again...if I can handle it all for another week...yesterday my levels had gone up again so if I hadn't had the scan I'd still be cruising along thinking all was ok...maybe we know too much??? Anyways...I'mm really annoyed about work...DH has said I don't have to go back and I've spoke to HR yesterday about my options...will meet with them later in my 2 weeks of sick leave to discuss my options...if you get where I'm going with that...today I feel that I can never work again...but that's today...tomorrow will be a little bit better...so we just get through today...thanks for always being there...wish we could be doing this over choclolate and coffee xxx

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    Ellie

    I am only new to posting on BB but I have been reading your story as we have just started our first IVF cycle. I am so sorry to hear about your loss - reading about your scan results made me very sad and brought a lump to my throat - it still does this morning! These hormones in our system are just crazy without the emotional upheaval of tragedy such as this. Take care and know that we are thinking of you and wishing you all the best for next time.

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    Thanks Cheryl...DH is home today looking after me...and Pizza and Burbon last night was nice after not having anything naughty for so long...only got through half a drink I might add...just not used to it. Feeling less foggy just really flat...your kind words are greatly appreciated...I wish you every success on your journey...let us know how things are going xxx

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    I am so sorry for your pain Ellie, I have been following this post and am very very sad for you. You have already gone through so much.

    Take care of yourself, and certainly shove the job if you can afford to.

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    It'll take time Ellie, you've been through so much now. This is so damn unfair. I wish everything was going well with your little one. What did your levels go up to? Will they do another scan before they do a D&C? Im so sad for you. After my mc all I wanted to do was stay home alone. I didn't care if I ever went back to work or if the whole place burned down. Look after yourself first. I also wish it could be over coffee and chocolate, or bourbon and pizza xxx You're in my thoughts xxx

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    Hey Bokkie
    Sent DH out motorbike riding today with boys up at our friends beach shack north of Perth...the guys have been so great...they support each other in such different ways to girls...one of the guys wives turned up on my doorstep with lunch ...she was worried about me being home alone all day...how nice is that...anyways...I feel more pregnant than ever....the ms is worse today and didn't help when my puppy spewed her breaky on my feet...AHHHHH...was YUK!!!! My levels went up by another 1500 from Monday to Thursday...I'm having another blood test on Monday and I have an appointment with FS on Thursday...I've been reading up on recurrent mc and am going to talk to him about what other testing we can have done...as horrible as it sounds...I want to know if there are any tests they can do if I have a D&C on my lining, sack etc...I just need to know we are going to do something different next time. As for work...I'm not going back...the things my boss said on the phone can't be erased...I'm hoping HR will hear my story and find me something else...otherwise I'll resign...thinking I might go and do a short vet nurse course...something totally different...anyways...rambling away here...hope all is well with you!

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    Hi Ellie

    Sorry to hear that you are still experiencing MS! Still your puppy must be a great distraction. We have four cats - yep you read right - 4 cats! And even though we found that one of them had had 2 little 'accidents' this morning, we still love them dearly and spoil them rotten. I guess they are our baby substitutes - they are so great when you want to cuddle something small and warm and get lots of unconditional love in return.

    Re your boss - sounds like an absolute ogre! My boss is an idiot and has no respect for me at all. I am desperately trying to find another job and am looking at changing companies if I have to, although that will be a real hassle because my DP works at the same company I do - kinda convenient at times. But, there comes a time when you know in yourself that enough is enough and you cannot let them treat you that way anymore. We are in the 21st century now and women have the vote and can own property and everything. And yes, we have babies, and yes sometimes that road is not always the easiest, but regardless, we are still valuable members of the workplace and they cannot treat us like cr*p. So, only you will know when you need to take action - you owe it to yourself - no-one needs stress like that in their lives, let alone when you are going through personal stress as well!

    I think you are right to pursue why it is that you had the mc - I think I read in another forum that there was someone in a similar situation who was referred to a specialist and they managed to sort out the problem and were now through their 1st trimester. I will try to find it for you and let you know which forum it was in.

    So, feet up, relax, consider your options for the future and take them. You never know what is around the corner!

    Cheryl xx

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    Thanks Cheryl...I'm relaxing right now...

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    Hi again Ellie

    Sorry for the rant about bosses the other day. I guess work got to me more last week than I realised!

    Anyway, hope you had a relaxing weekend and talk to you soon.

    Cheryl xx

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    Hi Chez
    Nah bring it on I say...I've just been to the clinic this morning and all I did was rant about work...to make things worse my preg symptoms seem to be getting worse by the minute...had a blood test this morning so we'll see what my levels are doing...don't know what I'll do it they've gone up again...my cousin gave my this link to this site about misiagnosed miscarriage...all about girls with retroverted uteruses being told to go home and wait for mc then no mc and 8 week scan showed bub and heartbeat...it's something to do with the ultrasound waves not being able to get a clear, exact size of uterus....so now I have this little bit of hope again...because I have a retro uterus...I'm kidding myself I know...I just feel SOOOO pregnant!
    Thanks for listening to my rant!

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    Hey Ellie, you are not kidding youself at all. I have been reading your post all along and wondering the same thing, how come the number keep going up...could the scan somehow too early or didn't detect the heartbeat...I think there is lots of hope there, don't give up ellie...how far along are you now? Definately demand another scan after the result comes back...

    Good luck hun!

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    Hi BeiBei
    I'm 7 weeks 2 days today...I was 6 weeks 5 days at last scan...I trust my FS and nurse but I can't help but hope they've got it wrong...I guess coz we did ICSI and they know exact time of fertilization they can be pretty specfic with the dates, sizes etc...but I still have this little voice of hope inside of me...I guess that will be the case until I actually bleed...thanks so much for your support.

    So...tell me...what's going on for you?

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    given the fact that you feel so pregnant, you have to trust your body than anything else ATM I'd say...so praying here for you...

    Ah about me, its boring...nothing really happening yet...I am on my D4 now, so on D10, I go in for a b/t and scan and around early June (which will be D19) I will have my very first FET transfer...I am just hoping that my one and only Blastie will thaw successfully and then we will see...

    Have you got your b/t result yet?

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    OMG...HcG has gone from 6900 on Thursday to 12000 [email protected]?! Nurse told me to have a light breaky on Thursday at 7am and then see FS at 10am...and that's all they could tell me!!!!! I'm guessing that's in case he needs to operate...so I'm thinking ectopic...can phone back at 4pm to speak to MY nurse...but I'm thinking I might just phone FS on his mobile???? What do you think????

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    Positive thought please!! why don't you give your FS a call to discuss this? Thursday just seems too far away ...even for me...at least find out what the possibilities are...

    Good luck honey!

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