Joeve- big hugs to you first.

With the age pressure it is difficult to take 6 months off, I know how you feel. With each ivf cycle i do, I find I am less devastated by the 'failure' ( for want of a better word) and have just decided that I am going to push on until I can't do it anymore. Numbness is a coping mechanism and i am using it to keep going, because if I thought about it all too much I would probably just collapse. I have to believe I am going to be a mum, and just have to keep going, not burying the emotions but not letting them get in the way either. I don't know if its healthy or not but its just what i have to do. Some days I just cry a lot though.

Big hugs again to you, we are all lucky to have each other on BB and Joeve you are always so supportive to everyone xxx