Cherie - Thankyou very much.. It's so nice to know that complete strangers care so much.. I am so stoked that you are pg again, take care and I hope that you have a healthy pg. xx

Maz - I am really struggling through without any family support. My DP works very long hours 6 days a week and I am just so damned alone.. I am now worried about getting pg again because I feel so pesimistic about it all.. You have hit the nail on the head when you say that it has taken time to get to know your knew little bun inside becuase I feel as though each loss is a loss of a person and everyone around me just says "oh well, it wasn't meant to be", I am so sick of hearing that right now.

Odette - My first loss was the same, I was 15wks and felt that something wasn't right. Our baby had passed a week or so earlier. I have found that with each loss I have gone balistic emotionally a day or two before it happens and am wondering if my losses and trouble conceiving are something to do with my hormones. I am heading back to my Dr on Monday and am demanding that he lose his blaze' attitude and do some tests.

Megsmum - sorry to hear of your loss, sounds as though we have had the same week too. I am bawling all the time, even over there being no tea bags in the cupboard. Can I ask how Clomid works, I have heard of it alot but don't really know anything about it.

sorry if I don't really make any sense atm, my mind is just mash and I can't think straight. I am so very glad to have you guys right now because I feel so lost sitting here by myself. Take care xx