NIcambahar - matie I wish I could give you a big hug. I am so sorry for your little one not sticking honey. Try and focuss (Yes, I know how hard it is) on the positive (god knows what that is atm) and heal yourself inside. It has taken my ages to get to know this baby inside of me after loosing my twins in March. My sil just had a D&C yesterday after a 12week pg and my feelings are still very raw.
The girls in here are fabulous. they are our shoulders when no one else will give us one. I dont know how I owuld have survived without many of them.
I'll be praying that you heal soon and that you have that loving baby you so deserve, in your arms soon.