Hi Odette, Megsmum and Nicambhar - it is not fair hey!

I too have the same feelings that you all described. I m/c twins and had my curette on 31st August and yes I was an April belly buddy with you Odette. I guess we were all due in April were we not???? This is my 2nd m/c of twins and I think having lost 4 babies now is doing my head in! Each day is getting easier and each day I just hug my little boy so tight and realise how lucky I am. I think I have read far too many stillborn stories lately that makes me realise that I would hate to go through that. Everyone says well there was obviously something wrong, and I know that but it doesn't make the pain any less. I have met some amazing ladies on this site and they have helped me imensley get through this sadness of mine. I have atleast 5 people now around me that I know very well in real life that are pregnant and due around the same time as I was and I think this is what is making my sorrow so fresh still. My sister is due 2 weeks after me and I hate having these feelings of resentment towards other people when they tell me they are pregnant, and I am not! I just don't understand why my body gives me twins if I can't carry them!

Take care girls and would love to continue chatting with you.