Hi Pukeko,

Sorry that you are having a bad day today. They will come. I usually find that i have a reasonable couple of days and then a real bad day. I think that is totally normal. Two steps forward and one step back IYKWIM.

I know exactly what you mean about the outlook thing. I did the same thing. I also found it difficult to write in my diary and add dates to spreadsheets after the date that i would be finishing work.

Go easy on yourself with the results that you are going to get tomorrow. The reason why i say this is because after we lost Katelyn i got a letter from the OB confirming what he had said to us verbally about her being a girl and i wasnt expecting it and it hurt so much. Even though we knew she was a girl it was a shock seeing it on paper.

I dont mean to make this about me. I am just trying to use my experiences with Katelyn to let you know that you are normal and also to try and help you through this. Maybe it doesnt always come across the way i mean it too.

Well i am thinking of you and hope that you get what you need tomorrow. Im here if you need me today.

Love Sarah