Hi again girls

Having a bit of a crap day...which is a pity as I've been pretty good whilst emersing myself in this site and the support it offers. I thought I'd removed all trace of my pregancy (as far as obb appointment cards, scan slips etc) to take the daily reminders away. Sure enough I'd popped a couple of things in my OUtlook calender at work so what do I arrive to this morning?? A window popping up telling me I would have been 12 weeks today. Arghhh. I'd forgetten to take that reminder note out. SO I guess we would have been telling everyone our news by today :-(

Becc - thanks for that reassurance that we all struggle with where to stash those feelings day by day. Weird how it does change each morning we wake up. After working out I would have been 12 weeks today...today I'm REALLY missing being pregnant andcan only imagine the excited reations we would have got on this day from friends and extended family.



Meg - I went back through the forums and read your story. You went through HELL with the thinking you were losing your bubs..then not..then losing again. That on top of the other little ones you lost. My heart goes out to you. After we saw the lack of heartbeat and saw the sonographer run the little heartbeat 'picture' across the screen I could believe her...but in the days leading up to the D&C, I went through this anxiety of what if they made a mistake. Even just beofre I went under th general anaethetic I asked do they double check. And you lived through that hell an hope for real. YOu must have felt DOUBLY ripped off...

I just called my Ob's rooms to try and see if they can make my follow-up appt sooner than the nomal 6 week follow up. They checked but came back to say Dr Lolatgis has actually mailed my test results from the baby/D&C today so I should get them tomorrow..and then I can just phone him Monday if I have any other questions. So that's good I guess (wont make my rotten AF come any sooner though...grrr!!).. I'll let you know what they say so those of you who have been through this before might have had the same type of result...

Once again everyone -Kab, Kirsty thanks for your time and replies. You are my sanity here at work!!

Pukeko