puteko. I will come here and say hello again, because I am having a bad day too and we can be miserable moupy people together, and you're right, I feel really ripped off, most days I am OK, but somedays I wonder what I did in a past life to get this dealt out to DH and I, lots of us really have been through some crap. I too had the same thing happen as you. I joined this site that sent you are weekly update of what stage your baby would be at that week, very bad! Same with dates in the diary. It is almost impossible to avoid. I also have a girl at work who is due 1 week b'/f our little moonbeam would have been, and she is a constant reminder with her now big belly of where I would be at.

Maybe you should try to get rid of some of those things, but maybe you might want to keep something special to remember your little bub. I know I have kept a few mementos in box for our babies. We planted a little tree for our moonbeam. I know other people on this site have done similar things. You have to work out what is right for you, but I'm sure you will never forget this experience, so maybe some nice memory or way to honour your loss might help, but it might take a little time before you are ready.

Hope tomorrow is better for both of us!