Wow, it is amazing to see that there are others that had or are going through the same sort of thing.
Little sprocket, I swear that I was reading my own story for a while when I read yours.

What happaned was my worst nightmare, and sometimes I feel that people don;t understand what I went and am still going through. I am so worried about getting PND, I have warned my husband to prepare himself for it. I guess that I am aware of it that might help after the birth.

My MIL is seeing things differently, she dosen;t understand what I am going through. She thinks that now mum has gone the she will now get to do all the baby sitting and what not. I see it that it is unfair that my mum will not be here to do those things, like sit outside the delivery room waiting for the news. I guess that I have to understand where she is coming from and try not to 'rain on her parade' as well.

Only time will tell when the baby arrives i guess.