I feel so sorry for you sweetie. I didnt lose a parent while pregnant, but in feb. 2007 my father passed away from cardiac arrest. I got pregnant in april. I am still dealing with this loss as me and my dad were so close. I find it very hard to deal with..thinking that my dad wont get to meet this baby and how I want my baby to know my dad, he was such a good man. If you would like to chat my email is mesmorize_21@yahoo.com take care.