Hey Nic

I ended up with a planned c/s and although it wasn't what I quite wanted...it was actually fine...

I read a good book called "delivery by appointment" which was pretty helpful...

I also wrote a birth plan which I can pm to you if you want...we didn't actually use it in the end...and to be honest, didn't really miss it that much.

Anyway...I can certainly understand your disappointment...but hang in there! Sorry to hear about the cold sore!