So glad you've continued this discussion Sushee...

I've posted in the other thread but in brief...for me even thinking about CS has little to do with the actual 'birthing' process and more to do with 'post traumatic stress'. I had an ectopic that ruptured and I was literally moments from death...people running around everywhere ...DH saying 'goodbye' as they couldn't get the plasma into me fast enough...thank God I was in the right place at the right time and knew my blood type so it all went done in minutes...I will always be so thankful that I was sitting in my Fert Clinic when it happened and my FS just happened to be across the hall...he never left my side...and with all that falling into place getting me to theatre still took time...it made me realise how fragile life is and how quickly it can be taken away...that probably doesn't make alot of sense but I guess it is about 'my body letting me down' and nearly killing me...so maybe I don't trust that it will do 'the right thing'...I need to think some more...