Hi everyone, sorry but not feeling up to persies. Still bleeding heavily and have had a number of clots now (sorry if TMI). Dr was able to see a clot on my scan earlier this week (away from where baby is) so it is possible i suppose that that is what is passing now but i think it's far more likely that i have miscarried. I won't know for sure until i see my OB on Wed. I don't see any point in going earlier. I'm hoping that if i give it a bit more time it will be over one way or the other; either the m/c will be complete and i can move on or the bleeding will stop and baby will be fine. I just can't bear this 'in between' of feeling doomed but baby still being there (if it's all just going to finish anyway, like last time). So i'm hoping that if i wait til Wed it will have reached some sort of resolution.

I feel like i don't want to post too much and bring everyone down so i'll let you know how it goes on Wednesday but maybe just lurk until then.
I understand that you would like it to be over one way or the other on wednesday. I think that this in the middle bit must be the hardest time! Please please please dont not post, you arent bringing us all down. Isnt this exactly what this thread is for?
Huge hugs and Hoping for good news on wednesday!