So sorry to hear about your losses!

I have found myself feeling the same way and then feeling so guilty about it! The last time I flew home to visit family, I was still bleeding from my m/c while on the airplane, and trying to put on a happy smile at Christmas but sneaking into the bathroom to cry. Now we're going home for another visit and my two SILs are pregnant and my best friend. I worry about how I will feel when I see them. I want to only feel joy at their blessings, but it is so complicated.

My DH was in the military as well, I know how hard it is to be seperated, especially during such a hard time. My DH was out of town when I m/c and it was heartbreaking for both of us and harder still to be apart. I'm so happy to hear your DH will be home with you again soon. Enjoy every minute together! Good luck to you!