Pash & Claireabel - woo hoo! I knew you would both be pg, congrats!!!! Now I just hope I will be able to join you soon.

Sharon - I haven't phoned the clinic to tell them yet, I am dreading it! Your temp is looking good!

Lee - good luck. Not long til testing now! I like the thought of getting bored with being obsessed - I think I might be getting there, which is probably why I am not feeling as neurotic as usual this cycle, and why I am in no hurry to test! Getting bored with obsession must be good for us!!

Jen - thanks for popping in. It's good to see that all is going well for you!

Satya - it may still be too early to test, so you never know.

Shellbell - I am so hopeless at work now that I have found BB. My morning routine is to get a cup of tea, log on to BB to get an update, then I check out a few other forums I like to browse (I only post here though), and then every time I get a spare minute at work I check BB again! Hopeless!!

Shoegal - you can post in here while waiting for AF. I did that too for a while before I was TTC again. Anyway, it won't be long now til AF appears and you can TTC again!

Pash - we were going to go to London but have just decided not to because it will be so rushed, so it will just be Spain for 2 weeks, then Paris for just under 5 days. I can't wait!

Sandie - welcome, and sorry to hear about your losses. I hope you find it helpful to post here - the girls are all really lovely,

Salt - how are you today? I was soooo angry with FIL for saying what he did, and would have told him what I thought, but my idiot BIL interrupted the conversation right at that moment, so I am still stewing over it (it was about 3 weeks ago now). All I did manage to say is 'what difference does that make?'. I think he got my point, but there is a lot more I wanted to say to him. We leave for Spain on 12 July, so not too long now. It is nice to have something else to focus on and look forward to, but at the same time I sometimes think to myself that I should not be going on this trip, because I should have a baby. Anyway, I try to be positive and think what a great time we will have, and that we may not ever get to do it again (or at least for a very very long time) after we have a family. And it would be cool to conceive a baby there if we haven't before then!!

Well, I am now 13DPO. It's difficult, because I don't want to test before AF is due, but because of the clomid, I don't know when AF is due! I figure I want to wait til at least 15DPO, which is when most peoples AF would be due. On an unmedicated cycle, mine would have been due yesterday due to my short LP, so even if I am not pg, then at least the clomid has worked to extend my LP, which is a good thing! Either way, it is good, and there is always next month if it doesn't work out this time. I have started knicker checking though, constantly thinking AF has arrived when she hasn't. It's difficult when you don't know when to expect her, and usually I do! I did have a little cry on the bus on the way in this morning, thinking that I just could not go through another m/c, not one like the first one, it would kill me. I can handle not being pg, but I don't know if I can manage another m/c, and every time I try to get pg, that is always a possibility. With my pregnancies, I have always gotten my first BFP at either 12 or the morning of 13DPO, so this is the longest I have held out! I should be proud of myself!! I still haven't phoned the clinic to tell them I am not getting the BT done today, and am dreading it, as they really like you to stick with their protocols and I don't want to!