Oh, Indy.... I'm so, so sorry to hear about your loss! I wish there were something that I could say or do that could help take away your pain.... you're in my prayers, hon.
WTH--I have been a busy bee! And, yes, I did get my free slice of pizza--and a soda, too! I told them that you said I deserved it! lol.... Wish I could help you with your spotting question... sorry.
HannahD--Thanks! Actually, I think that part of why I enjoy doing all the work at the school is because it actually DOES get acknowledged! Not only that, but appreciated, as well... makes it worth all the hard work! Hope you enjoy your visit with your mother and brother-in-law.
Mannie--Will say lots of for some great BT results! Good luck with the OB specialist! *hugs*
Mel--Do I ever sleep? I do, actually... it's sittingI have a hard time doing! And if I actually DO get to sit... I always fall asleep!
That's good news about your BT results. At least now you know for sure that you're O'ing.... and you're probably right that you've just missed it for the last 4 mo's, because you thought you were O'ing when you weren't!!
Have to say that "soul destroying" is probably the best description I've ever heard for a m/c, and the whole TTC journey in general. *sigh* I'm so sorry that we all have to experience this Christmas without our little angel babies!
One last thing... never be sorry for a long post--they're the best!
Zachary's Mom--Aww, hon... so sorry to hear about AF. She's such a royal pain in the a$$! She's come to visit me, as well.... grrrr! On the bright side, looks like we're AF buddies! I would also like to let you know that you don't sound selfish at all--not even in the slightest bit! I've experienced 4 m/c's myself... but they were all pretty early losses.... not that it makes it less devastating, but I just couldn't imagine the pain and feeling of loss at almost 36 weeks! Nobody deserves to suffer a loss such as any of us have... the self-anger/hate.... it's all completely normal... it will get better, I promise! Just try hard to remember that it's not your fault, tho, so please don't beat yourself up over it!
mumstheword--I would assume that if FF says your LP is 11 days, you should get an accurate result on 11PDO.... when does FF say you should test? Hope your TWW ends with a BFP! *fingers crossed!*
I wish there were something that I could say or do that could help take away your pain.... you're in my prayers, hon.
I told them that you said I deserved it! lol.... Wish I could help you with your spotting question... sorry.
for some great BT results! Good luck with the OB specialist! *hugs*
I do, actually... it's sittingI have a hard time doing! And if I actually DO get to sit... I always fall asleep!
She's such a royal pain in the a$$! She's come to visit me, as well.... grrrr! On the bright side, looks like we're AF buddies! I would also like to let you know that you don't sound selfish at all--not even in the slightest bit! I've experienced 4 m/c's myself... but they were all pretty early losses.... not that it makes it less devastating, but I just couldn't imagine the pain and feeling of loss at almost 36 weeks! Nobody deserves to suffer a loss such as any of us have... the self-anger/hate.... it's all completely normal... it will get better, I promise! Just try hard to remember that it's not your fault, tho, so please don't beat yourself up over it!
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