Hi Team

Sorry have been offline - have been in Syds with DP and limited internet.

Welcome Jonisteve - sorry for your loss darling hopefully your stay will be short. People tend to do either (chat or post) or both honey - do whatever you feel comfortable with.
Mummy of 3b - I am so so sorry that you are having to live through your loss again. I totally understand how this would bring all those feelings back. My heart goes out to your DH's cousin and she is in my prayers.
Chappas - so sorry sweetheart
Jenushka - what a wonderful doctor you have - that must have been terrifying for you - you can hopefully breathe a little easier now. Yay!
Issy and 21 - wise words darling - it is so easy to get lost in your own grief and forget people have had to walk their own path
Smi - Happy Monday to you too petal

Sorry to anyone I have missed - hate losing a couple of days on here I feel like a total novice when I come back.

AFM - had bloods done again yesterday to see when to start Syneral and was told by the receptionist that I am not to start Syneral as my levels are not right yet. This led to the usual bawling my eyes out and today I am waiting to speak to my FS to see what the dealio is. I think I started too early and need to wait for my next period b4 TTC with again. Oh well, I made some fabulous tahini balls in my grief stricken moment. I am one of these weird people that cook their way through sadness. There is probably a scientific tissue:tahini ball/anzac biscuit etc ratio I could use.
Love to you all
Adelexxx