Hi girls.. i've only been gone for a couple of days (1 or 2) and there is so much to catch up on...

Joey: congrats girl!!!! woohoo

Babylove: i know what you mean with insensitive comments.. My good friend and fellow doctor sent me an EMAIL.. hello? and f**king EMAIL.... saying "sorry for your loss... at least you know you can conceive.. best of luck next time". WTF?!? i went into a tirade of abuse after that, followed by tears... grrrrr

Welcome to everyone who i haven't met before..

AFM: I'm having a lousy day today. Feeling cruddy. Had baby nightmares last night that have really upset me. thought i was making good progress but seems i have taken two steps backwards. Hubby is away for work this week which makes things worse. I had convinced myself that my nausea/acne was possibly because i was already pg again (because my hCG had gone down after my m/c and everything settled for a few weeks) but i did POAS x 3 over the last week and all were BFN! Damn that idea. I dunno what to look out for to know if i am ovulating and i havent got a thermometer! Spose i should just wait and see when AF arrives.. if it does...

I think i am just so over it all. I want to whinge and moan and groan and ***** about all my friends' and their bellies.. it seems so unfair.

Jen: I just finished all my training on the central coast of NSW and am starting my internship as a general medical doctor in June 2009 (i deferred my position cos of bub.. and now cant reverse it... so i am stuck looking for some temp roles in the meantime - but i'm not allowed to work as a doctor til i start my internship in June which means i have to do some menial job in the meantime grrr). I plan to do community health/general practice/women's medicine.