Hi lovely ladies sorry I have been gone the last few days, I have been lurking though just not enough time to post.

Jenushka that's wonderful news congratulations. I that this will be a little sticky jelly bean and that you have a wonderful healthy pregnancy.

Angel Babies So glad that you are back and doing much better then the last time we spoke. I loved your poem it brought tears to my eyes, it is exactly how I feel. I always think to myself life is so unfair and I just want someone else's life that can fall pregnant and have a healthy baby but then something always reminds me that life can be so much worse. Yesterday I was doing a hospital guard at the Children's Hospital and I was around other sick children who were in the wards and I thought to myself life could be alot worse. It still hurts everyday but I think I will have to try and live the life I have been given.

Milla I dont think it's a bad idea to see a therapist if you feel the need to. Maybe go once and see want you think. I myself haven't gone to see I do struggle almost everyday to hold back the tears in my eyes and some days are harder then others. But the days just seem to keep rolling on by so I just take the good days with the bad and just keep hoping that the next day might be even better.

Jen
How you coping with the TWW? that this is your month.

Dellydoo There's nothing that I can say that will make you feel any better. I am happy that you can start TTC again and hopefully get you BFP and have a healthy pregnancy.

Larz Goodluck with your u/s on monday I can understand that you would be feeling really nervous. I hope everything goes well and you have a wonderful time at your niece 1st B'day party.

Megsmum Thats great news about your 20mm follicle Tell your DH to get ready for the race on sunday to catch the

WTH I hope you get great news at your u/s and that the increase in the puregon has done it's job.

To everyone else sending you lots of sorry I couldn't get around to posting to you have to get ready for work.

AFM AF is due today have had some slight cramping but nothing to extreme doesn't feel like she is going to be on time this month. So I will just have to sit back and wait for her arrival and then I can start my first cycle on clomid/