Back again - we have had soooo many false fire alarms here it is driving me crazy! How am I supposed to talk to my BB pals during work hours with these interruptions?!

Salt - I hope all goes well with your parents op tomorrow. I am sure it will, but I understand you worrying, I would too. Will you have the day off? Why is your position being advertised? Is it just one of those things that they have to do but you should stay anyway? You poor thing - you are under way too much stress right now.

kiwigirl - how scary! I am glad the bleeding has stopped now. I have never had that before, although I did find after my m/cs that the next cycle or two was a bit strange and AF would stop and then come back a bit a few days later, I think m/c just stuffs things around a bit.

zionsmum - thanks. You are right, I should try and enjoy this a little more, I am just letting everything get on top of me.

cherie - thanks for your kind words. I sooo hope this baby is coming home with me, I just couldn't cope with another loss. I hope you have a preggy ticker soon too - there are some really nice ones available right now!

Hi to everyone else. I have just managed to force down lunch, although it is threatening to make a reappearance, and it takes me sooooo long to force a meal down. I am so tired I could fall asleep at my desk. I am so tempted to do a George from Seinfeld and make up a little bed under my desk and set an alarm for home time!