Hello Everyone!
Jen805~ Just thought that I would let you know that I also read your post and it really hit home for me also. It is hard not to feel like everyone is looking at you and analyzing how you are feeling and wanting to talk to you and all you want to do is crawl in a hole and hide until it doesn't hurt anymore...Time will heal us though and I believe we will both be on the BFP train again soon!
Last night, I had a similar pain...We went to dinner with some friends of ours and one of the girls was pg just a few weeks before me and lucky for me, last night she was already showing. At first, it hurt to even look at her-but eventually I was able to let it go....and then the unthinkable, right in front of me (and yes she knew I m/c) she actually started complaining about being pregnant and about growing fat and about what was she going to do with two kids now!!! I was so outraged and screaming on the inside and yet I had to stand there and try to smile...My DH and I got in the car and he immediately let me know that he had heard it too and that he was sorry...we were all going to our house and I told him if she complains one more time, I was going to have to say something because it was hurting my feelings....Back at the house, she didn't complain but the conversation was all about babies on and on-I almost felt like she was rubbing my face in it...It;s funny how some people are so caring and others are just downright insensitive...I was happy for her to go home at the end of the night but as a group, we did end up having a good time playing Apples to Apples (a fun group party game if you have never played). Thanks for letting me vent!!!!
On the symptoms side of things, I feel like there still might be a chance for me this month...I had bleeding light at 4dpo and then a little more on 5-7 and now it has stopped...I have some tightness in my abdomen and breasts are just slightly sore so I am really hoping maybe I will get a BFP-no testing until next Saturday-if I can help it...
Congratulations and Good luck to JMG and Laura-I hope your blood tests are big healthy numbers!![]()









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