It's difficult to strike that balance - TTC whilst maintaining that closeness/loving intimacy that DH and I both need. I certainly don't want it all to turn into calender watching, I want to have fun too! He hasn't yet started rolling his eyes when I say I'm off to bed (with a knowing nod, or wink) so that's good.

Feeling a bit nervous about af arriving, whenever that might happen as I'm sure I'll be desperately disappointed since I really, really want to 'fall' asap- don't we all? I know, sorry...At least when af does actually arrive I'll know that my body is returning to normal- although apparently there's often a chance that there won't be an egg for a few cycles. Just a few hurdles to combat then?!!

i'm off to bed now, may drag DH upstairs but he's back to work tomorrow so maybe not (he needs his zzzzzz's). It seems odd that I'm going to bed and most of you ladies are all up and about, so I'll wish you a lovely (probably sunny) day (it's been a sunny, crisp, but very cold day here and we had a lovely walk earlier, all wrapped up)
Night night for now xx