Hi everyone, I'm new to this site but have posted my story under stories on late loss/stillbirth 'TTC after loss'. In short, my angel son was born sleeping at the end of January this yr at 22 weeks, I was almost 23 weeks when i found out that he had passed on only a week back (at my 4 weekly checkup with my OB) and it came as a total shock because i wasn't experiencing anything out of the ordinary, only a little nauseas. His autopsy results took almost 3 mnths to come back, which didn't bring any closure anyway because his death was unexplained. Oh and his death certificate took almost 9 weeks to come back and his birth almost 12 weeks - I was soooooo angry!!
Nelson was our IVF baby and we were blessed to have fallen pg on our first round.
We are trying again as we have 5 embryos frozen and hoping and wishing that one of our snowbabies will go on to become our earthly baby, someone we can hold. I miss my dear son terribly and i have my usual sad days where i have a complete breakdown and the only way i get back to normal is when i actually talk to pple about him. I feel very angry that no body seems to ask about him anymore. He may not have been real for them but he has and always be real for me and my DH.
Sorry for the vent but i feel extremely blessed to have found this site and talk to others who've been through the same thing.
I'm currently doing a FET (frozen embryo transfer) cycle and if all goes according to plan, should have a transfer by the end of this month.
I have missed out quite a bit on this thread so i will try and do some personals when i get time to read up a bit more (at work at the moment)
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