MrsRobbo, I'm going to have to read that poem when I get home! Four lines into it and I was already welling up. It describes our angels so well.
I've got all my fingers crossed for your BFP tomorrow!! Hopefully you'll know during saturday morning so I can have a quick sticky beak before I go away for the long weekend!

We still haven't done anything for Jayvan yet, his ashes sit on our dressing table with his little teddy. I think I might just keep him there for now.

Jo, you're allowed as many feel sorry for yourself days as you can have!! One of those icecreams does sound quite good though. I hope you enjoy your fish and chips (or shark and tadies as my DF calls them ) with your DS at the park!

Berry1, Seems there is something that everyone regrets when our bubs were born. I think we just have to remember we did the best we could under the circumstances we were all put in.

AFM. DF and I came to the agreement last night that we are going to let nature take it's course over the next couple of months, just have fun with each other and see what heppens. If I fall pg, well then bonus.. If I'm not in the next 3 months then we'll start counting days (because you know, I won't be counting at all before then). I feel alot calmer now I have an actual 'controlable' plan instead of floating in limbo!
And on a more pleasent note, we are gonig on a miniholiday for the long weekend with my fam for mums birthday (which is australia day) It will be so good to get away! To bad I'll be up to CD14 when I'm sharing a small caravan with my parents... but, you know.. I'm not counting or anything