hey girls!

i am having another feel sorry for myself day today. But have just told DS that we will go to the park and have fish and chips for lunch. Then we may have a cold rock ice cream - yum!!!
Laney - i'm gonna send you an email...
diana - Please listen to us all -YOU ARE NOT A BAD MOTHER!!! When Jack and Madison were born i was so caught up in the emotions of having given birth to them and knowing they could'nt come home with me that i could'nt see them until the next morning. I have felt guilt at waiting that long but i still held them and had that time with them regardless and i cherish that time i had. Our emotions are so raw that i am surprised that any of us can make a decision at that time about anything after experiencing what we do. Sending you hugs! I really don't want you to feel that way...all our angels would know how much they were and still are loved!
berry - i understand your feelings, and i think it may have been a reason why i felt a little deflated, but she only said that it may be a possibility going by her "flash"and as
beata and DD' said it can mean other things depending on what cards surround it and that was what she was saying to me in the reading. it is her policy not to say anything bad like that but i have seen her 2x a year now for 2 years so i'm not sure if that is why she did.
DD' - i love reading about acupuncture and was glad to read it does'nt hurt. Since losing madison i have wanted to do it so much as i have heard so much about the benefits but have been too nervous. And i'm not even afraid of needles...go figure!!
Paula -my fingers and toes are crossed for you tomorrow! Hope you have a great time with your friend also!!!
teagz - i hope your results come in sooner than 2 weeks!!! x

hope the rest of you are ok!
take care girls!!! xx