WOW, Thank you so much everyone. I had a lovely day. Glad last night is over...love a good party- when it is for someone else. Not that great with crowds these days...a few too many pressures for the old girl. Went well though and good to see everyone. xoxo

Chris- so glad it went well hun. Onwards and upwards...I hear you and totally agree. Rest up hun and will be here waiting to cheer you on.

Powelly- You are welcome hun. Hope you are feeling ok today. It is a rough period. Don;t know if it is your thing hun, but have you read the book SPirit Babies by Walter...M..something. It is wonderful and there are some lovely stories to help reason with these things. Might help with healing. Not everyones cup of tea though. Of course there will be even more questions than before. Sad but true, I hope you find your own answers for them. Even if you have to make a few up. xoxo

Dory- Yep I am a swinger! Today is a good day. I feel the height of my week is over. Got a bit of a little anxiety attack last night with everyone here. I wasn't prepared for a moment of it at all. My brother and mother took my N1 up to put him to sleep. I was completely fine that they use our bed. N2 and N3 were in the spare room and he always sleeps in our bed. Then i suddenly realised that DD's ashes were under my pillow (as they are always) and they were pullng the bed apart. I think I just about flip out of my body. I was out of my comfort zone and felt like our space, and DDs space had been trampled on. Mu was going through our bed side table baskets under the bed to find him a book... Oh dear I felt a little out of control of the situation. ANyway....it all calmed down and I don't know what they thought. I don;t care what they thoguht to be honest, but last night I was not prepared and didn't know what to think at the time. I just went into anxious mode.

All went well.
I also got some wonderful pressies, which weren't meant to but did. I got the game Cranium....AWESOME! AND I got a remote control button for my camera! So spoilt.

Love to all
Thanks Beata, Dory, Crumpet, Chris, Powelly for your lovely words. Yep...here comes a year of good things. Bring it on!