Dory, I hope the cry did some good and don't feel bad for crying. pg hormones can grab you so many ways.
Thanks for asking, the thrush has gone so luckily only a minor dose this time. I have had diflucan before but it seems to take ages to see any benefit from it. This time I just had nilstat and drank yakult when I remember.

Cheryl, the medical seems to point to one glass of red wine of an evening being healthy and beneficial. But no more than one as it will then out do the goodness. Shame then that DH and I don't drink red wine. I went off all alcohol about 2 yrs ago, just can't drink it anymore so I have fruit juice or cordial. I hope you get by ok the nights DH is away. I know I miss having DH there if he goes away.

Crumpet.. sorry to hear about the BFN

AFM just briefly coz I have sick kids calling me.. I am down and depressed even with the zoloft and just have this inner gut feeling that we have just said goodbye to our last chance of another baby. Our neighbours have just had their 9th baby!! and I get the feeling we won't even see another 2 lines. A friend the same age as me is happily throwing up after getting her bfp 2 wks after me... I just can't help feeling down and bitter and just. urgh!!
Sorry for the downer but I can't post how I feel anywhere else
Jude