Just want to say a little hello to everyone before I leave on vacation. Tomorrow Yay! (If I can survive my MIL on this trip I will be thrilled. We already got into it today a little.)

Tenibear and Charlie B- I second Chez. Our follow up apt didn't tell me anything, and it was SO stressful for me. I am with you. It can be so frustrating to not have any answers. Sending you both a big hug.

Blessed- So sorry to hear that the fighting has picked back up. I am glad you guys found a great counselor and really hope that things turn out for the better and soon. I am also sorry AF arrived. Booo! Don't worry about posting things here....I think this is a wonderful and very supportive group, and I think that the forum is really hard to find and navigate sometimes---so I really don't think anyone will know. I really care about you and how you are doing. I am sure I don't know how hard things are for you right now, but I just want to say that we are rooting for you, and you will get through this!

crumpet- Happy early birthday! I won't have access to wish it to you later.I just want to say that I hear you and how you are feeling. I am often there myself. You are not alone, and there really is hope and lots to look forward to. I think that our losses make us realize how important children our to us and how much we sincerely want children to be a part of our lives. There is a quote that someone sent to me on an email and I often look to it for inspiration, when I am feeling really low. "When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight" ~Kahlil Gibran

Angelic Dragon- Hope things turn around a little bit.

Chez- nice to see you! Wishing you the best! I am fro a BFP for you when I get back. Remember to take care of yourself.....sounds like you are uber-busy (I am just a s guilty) and feel better soon!

Gigi1- I love your pregnancy photo hobby. I think it is such a beautiful way to get something positive out of missing having pictures of yourself. I will be thinking of you and DD. And sending you a hug from the boat. Feel free to take a pause on your life and take a day to step out for yourself. You have so much going on in your life that can make things really hard at the moment. See if you can take some time to smile and do something you enjoy just for you, and maybe things will seem a little less overwhelming.

Dory- I also want to put in a big thank you for being so positive and wonderful on our thread. I think we all really treasure you. Hope your rest and baby growing is going well!

I will check back in when I return (in a week). Hopefully some relaxation at the beach...(yup just a little trip for me but I am excited) will be just the ingredient we need to conceive a little one. Oh please oh please oh please.

Sending you love and baby dust!