Cmegels
Thanks for the temporary use of the universal remote...so I can pause life for a bit. Have a wonderful time away and bring us home a BFP please.

Chez
Thanks for your thoughts hun. It has been a tough week and we are getting there. We might get away for a night up to Mt Tamborine or something. We had our honeymoon up there many years ago and seeing as we plain forgot our anniversary this year....thought we might go up there for a family getaway. Hope the massage and Ap were what you needed despite the headache that followed. It might have been a long time coming and you body didn't know what to do! Good on you for staying home to get that sleep. Take care hun and hope life with Dh is going well too.

Dory,
Certainly no pressure. i am not a professional anyway hun and can't promise what they will turn out like...the offer is there. How are you feeling since the stitch? Do you feel you bubbas closer now more than ever with a new baby growing? Do you feel them all close in spirit? I know they are always with you but YKWIM.

Charlie B
Hmmm, the term 'unlucky' doesn't seem to cut it does it. You did well hun to get through that day. Good luck on your 2ww and hope it brings the surprise you deserve. Thanks for your lovely words sweet, you are so thoughtful.

Crumpet
'All stations' Love it! You made me chuckle- sounds good to me. Bummer about the job hun. It is amazing isn't how you rnew world can crumble at the drop of a hat. Don't be hard on yourself though sweet and expect you to be all fine by now. I think the counsellor sounds like a good idea but it is still so early to expect too much. I met a lady today who lost her son 8 years ago and she still has her new normal IYKWIM. It was of huge comfort for me to hear that from her. She was lovely and so very normal and made me feel ok for where I am at...took a lot of pressure off me. Gus would be mega proud of you hun. Happy Birthday for next week. I will say it now as I think I will be MIA for a bit of 'me' time. Have a wonderful day and although you are not pregas, you are still a mummy, don;t ever forget that. I knwo not how you would have dreamed, but true all the same.

Blessed
Thinking of you as you guys work through this. I am sorry it is so stressful for you both hun. I am thrilled you found a good counsellor first time round...that is a huge benefit. Hope you find some things to work on together. Like...i think it was dory said, the fact that Dh is there and going...is a great sign for you both. Thinking of you.

Angelicdragon
Hope your world stops spinning for a moment so you can have a moment soon hun. xoxo

AFM
I think I will force myself to be MIA for a week or so...I need the time to stop and think through a few things. I have too much going on right now and not enough time for me, DD and DH.
Thinking we might go away for a night or two.
Love, thanks and thoughts are with you all. xoxoxoox