Hi girls, selfish post sorry.
I am back and not going so well today. I am exhausted and DH has gone back to work after wed/thurs weekend of heartache. I am really tired, teary and sad. Feel lonely and angry. God how do we feel so much at once. I will be back later to reply to others and fill you in on what we did for DD's anniversary. I hate that it has come and gone.
Love and thanks to all for your warm wishes. xoxo
i dont know what to say hun, i just hope in time things gradually improve...... i cant say i know how u feel coz i havnt go to my due date yet but its fast approaching and i have no idea how im gunna deal with it....
crumpet - how did the interview go?? I'm sure you impressed them. The metallic mouth sounds promising!!! I'm crossing everything!!
it went well thanks hun.... i went back the next day for a second interview, was mainly to meet the other chiro and it went well, so who knows!!1 ill find out wednesday!!!
Thanks girls,
I will make my way back in here bit by bit. I am still a bit tired today.
Went to where we spent our honeymoon for DD's anniversary. We took butterflies with us and released them with friends up there and their kids. They were also kind enough to make her a birthday cake and light candles, we sang happy birthday...well we got through most of it. We light a fire back at our cottage and read her books, looked through her photos and took many more. Bought her a tree to plant in my mum and dad's garden. Read my journal from when I was pregnant with her. God it took us back and made us really take note again how much we wanted her. Not that we needed reminding but it was nice to go back.
Friend had her baby this morning, little girl, home birth and all are well. xoxo Two down and two more to go..both SIL- One due now, and the other in a month.
xoxoxo


thats sounds so so so beautiful hun!!!

Question- I would love to know what your experience with your obs was. Ours is supposed to be highly regarded in syd but she was there just after the birth and I haven't heard from her since and that was almost 7 weeks ago. No follow up call. Even now after my stressful week with my elevated hcg and I went for an u/s and blood tests and I asked the receptionist if the dr could call me but she never did. The receptionist always called withthe results. She's obviously very busy with other patients but my next pregnancy will probably have quite a bit of anxiety attached and I don't know how understanding she'll be if I can't even speak to her now. Do you think I'm expecting too much?

Ok, dinner time.

Happy Anzac day
xxx
welcome to the thread hun, im so so so sorry for ur loss.....

i kinda feel bad saying this coz after reading ur experience i dont want to make my OB sound like a god!! lol

basically my OB was amazing!! he was worth every dollar we spent and will spend as much as we have to with him to get our bub.....
he called me after 10 days to see how i was and then told me he wanted to see at 2 weeks after and has been nothing but a fantastic dr and a great support..
Gigi - It sounds ike you had a nice peaceful day for DD's anniversary. It is such a hard day to get through..

Thanks everyone for your supportive words.. I am going through HELL at the moment. And dreading up and coming mother's day. Not only is it without my children, but without my children's father. At least last year, he knew Mothers day would be a hard day for me.. I don't know what to do this year.. I will keep stalking in here from time to time and I will definitely be around other threads
big hugs hun i hope someone does something really special for u on mothers day