Hi Girls
Sorry I haven't been in to visit, but I have my mother staying with me and she is taking up most of my time, she also doesn't know I am prgnant so I have to be very deceitful. I have just spent the last half hour catching up on all the posts, geez you girls can write some long ones

Firstly Mel, your new Ob sounds wonderful, I am sure you must have some comfort knowing you have such a positive ob looking after you. I know what you mean about the guilt, I truely thought I had caused Max's death by DTD the day before I started bleeding, I also remember telling Craig after all the problems we had that I didn't want the baby anymore, I wished I could take that back instantly but I know now it had nothing to do with it. I have my fingers crossed for a real soon.


Deb I hope you are enjoying your holidays, sounds absolutely wonderful.

Lynn, I am so sorry to hear about your darling Cooper, I am sure he would want you to try for another baby as soon as you are ready. I felt funny trying again straight away too, and we were advised to wait a couple of cycles but I believed it wouldn't happen until it was supposed too anyway. Welcome is not really the right word, but you will find some tremendous support in here, and just telling your story will help others too. Big hugs to you.

Just a quick update on me, I keep waking up with feelings of dread. I can't shift this thought that something is wrong and then last night I had a dream that I started bleeding so that didn't help. But today I have woken with the worst case of all day sickness, and believe me I am ecstatic! The GP asked if I wanted something for it, NO THANKYOU, I will grin (from ear to ear) and bear it. First dating scan being done in a fortnight so fingers crossed for a heartbeat.

Love to you all, smoochy kisses *MWAH*
Clare x

p.s Oh I finally told Craig. It was the middle of the night and I thought I really should tell him. lol I was trying to hold off as long as possible but only lasted 3 days.