Welcome Lynne,
Big Hugs hun, it is so hard at anytime of the year especially christmas. I lost my girls before I fell pregnant with my living angel so going thru a pregnancy fearing everything and having to do IVF was really hard to get my head around. The only way I could put it to people is that we have started a massive novel if I put it down I was frightened that I would never pick it up. So I lost Audrey in Jan and was pregnant again in July and lost Charlotte in the December of the same year and then was pregnant with Eliza in June. So there wasnt alot of time between the 3 but looking back they all were special but I did often feel that I should be doing more grieving iykwim.
Hope tomorrow is ok for you it so hard to be in a quiet house all alone.
Hi Trish those boys get more and more gorgeous each time I see them
Bec