Hi there, I hope you are all well. I had my appointment today and we found out that our daughter died from Pulmonary Hypoplasia and Hydrops, which is basically underdeveloped lungs and lots of fluid:frown: The doc said that it was "incompatable with life" and it is pretty much always fatal. Even if we discovered this in the beginning, there would have been nothing that could have been done, even if she made it full term, she couldn't survive. So that's it! 10 weeks of stressful, nervous waiting and guilt and self blame and then to find out that she was never going to come home with us. Well at least it is probably just a "fluke" and is highly unlikely to happen again, but I have to see a geneticist to really be sure. We are just shattered but at the same time relieved that we have an answer. The finding has also stopped alot of my "what if's" and "should have's" as I have felt so guilty and resposible this whole time, thinking I could or should have realised something was wrong and went to the hospital earlier. I don't really know how to feel at the moment. I just miss her so much, and I am so sad that she never had a chance from the beginning. Doc also said that I should wait at least 6 months to TTC because of the c-section, which is longer than I was hoping, but I guess is the right thing to do. Wow, I am sorry, probably just babbling now. Thanks again everyone for your words.