Oh Bailey - I am sorry to hear your little girl never had a chance I am glad though that you don't blame yourself anymore, you never were to blame all you ever did was love her, but just to be given that reassurance is at least a little comforting (believe me I know). I am also glad to hear that it is unlikely to happen again, hopefully by seeing the geneticist you will be able to get more reassurance of that. In saying that, even though you have some "answers" it is still so heartbreaking and doesn't make it any easier to live with. I am really sorry to hear that the drs want you to wait longer than you had hoped, it seems like forever huh? Please know that even if you have to wait to TTC we would all still like you to join in if you feel you can, hopefully you can still find some much needed support from us both during and following those 6 months.

Take care, Mel :hugs: