Mel: The way you put together Nicholas' web page was absolutely beautiful. You should be so proud of it and more importantly so proud of yourself for having the courage and strenght to do it for your little man. How are you feeling today? I know you were worried about today being a tough day so just know that I am sending you huge warm :hugs: filled with love and friendship. Oh the cramping, that sounds so familiar to what I had this time. I don't remember having it with the twins but this time I felt a very low continual cramping on my front and back. I can't remember exactly when it started but it was fairly early and continued until after I got my BFP. Oh boy I hope this is a BFP for you! I have everything crossed. When are you going to test? I know you are only about 7 DPO but knowing you I am sure your have tried a few already (lol). You deserve fantastic news and I am sending you every little bit of I can.

Lynn - If you still want to, catching up sounds great. Sorry for the wrong email address it is Kristy_Greenhatch@hotmail.com ( _ not . between my name) There is no au on the end. Hope that works. LOl about DH wanting 5 acres in Sydney. My DH thinks that we are going to be able to do that also one day, we better win the lottery also, but for now he will have to be content with the residential size block we have.

Bailey: I know it would have been hard for you putting your little Angel in your signature but you should be so proud of yourself for doing it. Asha is such a beautiful name and I am sure it suits your perfect little angel. About the support group you have mentioned, I just don't know if it is right for me. I think a small informal gathering would be better for me at this stage. Because I am UTD at the moment, I don't want hear stories that get me any more worried (make that petrified) than I already am. Call me a sook but I don't think I am in a position to cope with that yet. Can I be a real coward and ask you how it goes? I would love to hear what you think of it. Also, about not wanting to hold Asha, I truely believe that we do what is right for us at the time. I know for a fact that Asha has the most wonderful loving mummy and nothing will change that.

Clare: Well the freak out begins for the NT scan. I can only imagine how petrified you are but I am sure in my heart that it will be ok, well not ok, Fantastic. I have my first scan in 18 sleeps so I am getting into freak out mode also. When you have the scan you will have to post your pics.

Well me, I had a crazy day at work yesterday and didn't get home until 8.00pm. So much for taking it easy. I advise the Minister for Workplace Relations about Industrial Law matters and there are a lot of employers not behaving at the moment so hence poor Spring has to work back. There was talk of going in today but I managed to avoid that. No one at work knows I'm pregnant so hopefully once I tell them they let me take it a bit easy. To be honest, it is great being so busy because the day just flys by. Well no more symptoms. I know I am a dill, but I did another HPT last night and the line was as dark as the control line within about 30 seconds. I guess I'm still tired and heaps of CM so that will have to do for symptoms for now.

Anway gals, I have three days off so I am going to be in here often so I don't get behind again.

Love ya guts
Spring Angel