Hi Ellie. Don't feel very brave! I have been doing okay the last couple of weeks. I still think about Nathaniel all the time, but don't cry as much. The hard thing I am finding is that I no longer feel pregnant, but I also don't feel 'not pregnant' - if that makes any sense.

No spotting today, but waiting to see. I thought last bathroom visit that it may have started again. Will check in a while...lovely TMI!

I think you are brave as well - we all are for being able to hope that we will be blessed with a baby after our losses.