Oh the hormones...horrible...you'll be all over the place. I can't stop thinking about my due date..all the 'shoulds' and 'what if's'...I think I've finally realised that the loss of a child changes you forever...I think I've been waiting to 'return to normal' but this is normal...just a different normal...you'd think I would have worked that out after the first mc??? Has just taken me a while??? Hang in there...we're one day closer to our miracle...one foot in front of the other and deal with each day as it happens.