Katiegirl: first of all, you don't have to apologize HERE for feeling depressed. We all understand what you're going through. And how some days you feel strong and other days you just want to crawl into a hole to lick your wounds.

It sounds like your body is trying so hard to get back to normal. It's only been a little over a month, after all. But I know--you want to be your old self again and that's not unreasonable. And yeah, it $ux to have to go back to your old life when you thought you were moving forward.

Just last week when AF started, I went through the emotions from hell--everybody got on my last nerve, even though I knew in my head it wasn't anybody else's fault, just my own hormones making me perceive everybody else as annoying.

The mood swings are very painful. Come here to vent because we understand.