Hi everyone. I am having a really difficult time this weekend. It started on Friday night, when I started thinking about how far in the future everything seems (conceiving again etc). Then yesterday, I started spotting again. This means that since the D&C on 5 Dec, I have not had more than 11 days without any bleeding. This week, I had what I thought might be AF but now that I am spotting again, it makes me doubt it was. I just feel so stuck in time. It will be 6 weeks this Wednesday and yet I don't feel that I am any further along in healing pysically. It got me so down and I have pretty much spiralled from there.

Does anyone else ever find it hard to accept that instead of having a baby they have to 'return' to their old lives? I am definitely struggling with that - going back to work and continuing with things that I thought I wouldn't have to do anymore.

Sorry for the depressing post. I am seeing my Ob on Tuesday so will be grilling him about the bleeding I have had.

I hope everyone else is having a better weekend than I am. It is a shame to, as I am visiting my family this weekend. So instead of having a lovely relaxing time, I feel like I have to keep pulling myself together in order to see people.