TM: Thanks for the hug. I don't think I was down as such yesterday. It was just a big day doing a lot of 'firsts' that I have been avoiding. It was tough but I felt good for doing them as well. It is a good reminder that I can be strong.

Jo: Thanks for the encouragement. It is always hard for us to face our fears, more now than ever. I hope you are able to find a quiet place whilst you are at your friends' house. We all have bad days and need that time to grieve. Glad to hear AF has returned, and returned with a passion by the sounds of it! Fingers crossed that your cycle will get some normalcy for you.

I had another Kinesiology session this morning. I really enjoy it, but can't describe it! It is very unusual. The lady is lovely and she really seems to understand what I am saying. I told her that I think I am focussing too much on having another baby, and that is means that I am easily disappointed. So we are going to focus our sessions on motivation and positive thoughts - all things I struggle with. So feeling good after that session, but tired as well. Tired - and only the start of the day!

Barbara: Hope you had a lovely trip seeing your god-daughter. How are things?