Hi Jo and Barbara.

Barbara - obviously your mother doesn't get it, which is hard to understand especially as she had the privilege to hold Anthony. I was talking to someone the other day and they kept referring to a living baby as 'it' - it was so confusing but I just could not have been bothered to correct them. It sounds like you are very busy. It is hard to not get obsessed by TTC. If AF is coming it will be in 7 days for me - and I am fairly certain it will come. I am trying to not get my hopes up as it will be all the more harder when AF rears its ugly head. A tradeshow - is hell on earth! Actually - I represent a destination in Australia and our job is to promote it as a destination for company conferences. So the tradeshow this week was all other destinations and companies that are involved with the conference and event industry. Massive event and exhausting but over for another year. They are hard on the body and feet as I stand around for days, not to mention how much talking I do. I think once I get my BFP I will be very strict about not attending these - I did with Nathaniel and even though I know they had nothing to do with his passing I think it will worry me too much.

Jo - glad to hear you are getting away with DH for some privacy time. Hope you are doing okay.

I have to go out tonight as DH's hairdresser (yes that is correct) is moving to Brisbane. The salon is in his building at work and he and other work colleagues all go to her and have become friends. I really wish I didn't have to go as staying at home and watching TV seems far more appealling - I am so boring these days!