Hi All!!
Hi britkane, i think i will follow your advice, thanx.

Lynn, some days are harder then others. I still think about what it would be like to have a three year old too. The worst really is when i see my nephew, they would be so close in age and every milestone he has i start thinking about Zahra. I think thats why i am abit apprehensive of being preg at the same time as her (my sis) again, i dont want to feel this way about another neice or nephew. I love kids and the only problem is he is a constant reminder. i keep telling myself it will be different as he grows up and isn't this illlusive " Baby" i keep chasing, but only time will tell.
short and sweet
katxo